Maybe Angels Part 17/?? - Mistakes

Title: Maybe Angels Part 17/?? - Mistakes
Author: Makoto Sagara
Archives: the usual suspects; anywhere else, just ask
Category: Supernatural, Angst, Romance
Pairing(s): 2+5, 1+2, 3+1, 4+3, 4+2, H+4, 6+9, S+C, R+OC, 5+R (friendship), 13x5, eventual 2x5x2
Rating: T (13 )
Warnings: Shonen ai, OOC, AU, language, skewed views of a few different religions
Disclaimers: (sigh) No part of Mobile Suit Gundam Wing, or its characters, belongs to me. Any references to Dogma are just made because I adore the movie and Kevin Smith, and are meant only out of love and affection for both. Not a single cent was made off of this piece of fanfiction. Suing would be inevitably pointless, seeing as how I have no money. Flames -will- be used to entertain my rabid muses... All three of them... They live for the things.
A/N: I know that the song for this chapter, if you listen to the “soundtrack” that I’ve made for this fic, is a little different than the others, but I was listening to the Puddle of Mudd CD “Come Clean”. I just thought that this song was perfect for this chapter. You don’t think so, please let me know. I think Neko is growing impatient for her flames. She said something about a bonfire…. I worry. ^^;;;
Symbols: -- change in scene, POV, or time
-- Minor change in scene or flashback
- Blah - in mind communication
-Blah- emphasized words

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Unwanted, live my life ashamed
Who’s to blame for my mistakes?
Well, I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know why.
I believe (I believe), I said I believe
In the truth from inside
Go away, go away, go away from me
Leave me alone
Ignorance spreads lies
How much will money buy?
Well, I’ll take my time
As I drift and die
~ Drift & Die, Puddle of Mudd
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( Mistakes )

Maybe Angels Part 18/20 - Hurt

Title: Maybe Angels Part 18/?? - Hurt
Author: Makoto Sagara
Archives: the usual suspects; anywhere else, just ask
Category: Supernatural, Angst, Romance
Pairing(s): 2+5, 1+2, 3+1, 4+3, 4+2, H+4, 6+9, S+C, R+OC, 5+R (friendship), 13x5, eventual 2x5x2
Rating: T (13 )
Warnings: Shonen ai, OOC, AU, language, skewed views of a few different religions
Disclaimers: (sigh) No part of Mobile Suit Gundam Wing, or its characters, belongs to me. Any references to Dogma are just made because I adore the movie and Kevin Smith, and are meant only out of love and affection for both. Not a single cent was made off of this piece of fanfiction. Suing would be inevitably pointless, seeing as how I have no money. Flames -will- be used to entertain my rabid muses... All three of them... They live for the things.
A/N: I meant to have a lot more in the last chapter when I started doing outlines for the rest of the fic, but Neko and Usagi, the little pains in the ass that they are, demanded that I had enough angst in that chapter already. So, this is sort of like Chapter 17 part 2. (sighs heavily) Well, on with the show, yes?
Symbols: -- change in scene, POV, or time
- Blah - in mind communication
-Blah- emphasized words

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There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
~What Hurts the Most, Rascal Flatts
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( Hurt )